Beautiful cheater!

Hello there!
Today its been a really busy day.
Actually, I’m at work right now, for somehow I don’t want to do anything else.
I think today I won’t write anything confusing or long.
Besides of the overwork I have in here, yesterday was a really weird day.
I’d hang out with someone I haven’t seen for years. I mean, not in the way that I saw “it” yesterday.
It seems like this is going to be the story of my life, when I think I have everything lined up and I think I know what my next step is, something happens and change my world.
Now, i don’t know what to do.
I think I can cut myself in two. I think it’s the best option I have.
I know I said I won’t write anything confusing, and I’m doing exactly the opposite, but I can’t help it.
I have to decide between my love, my lover, my dear friend, oh god…. I’m a man whore!
Hahahahaha
No seriously, I feel really weir, actually I don’t know why I am writing this.
And I have a very important message to somebody anyway;
I had to let you go, I’m really sorry. As you said, it’s time to move on.
I’m listening a song that I love and I feel like I need to write a part of the lyrics.
Well, I never saw it coming.I should've started runningA long, long time ago.And I never thought I'd doubt you,I'm better off without youMore than you, more than you know.I'm slowly getting closure.I guess it's really over.I'm finally getting better.And now I'm picking up the pieces.I'm spending all of these yearsPutting my heart back together.'Cause the day I thought I'd never get through,I got over you.
God, I do love that song.
Now, come closer dear, kill me with a kiss… like yesterday.
Stop when my lover comes.

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